So today is the day I dread...returning to work! I'm nervous about it all. I hate leaving my babies. I know they are going to be fine bc Doug is home with them this weekend but I still hate being away.
I'm nervous about finding a good balance between work and being a mom of 2 now. We made it work with iris but now I have Reed to think about and the challenge of continuing to breastfeed and pump at work plus all the other motherly duties! I have over 110 oz of breastmilk frozen but I still stress over my supply lessening, not finding time to break away and pump at work, or him preferring the bottle over me!
And I'm nervous about work in general. Hoping I can pick back up where I left off. Hoping I can keep my head focused on keeping the mom and baby safe during delivery and not missing something or messing something up. Hoping tonight isn't crazy busy and I can make it though the next 2 12hr shifts. Thankfully I'm only working 2 days a week for a month instead of 3 so I can ease into it a bit! So send some good vibes my way as I venture back into the workplace! Gotta get out of my pjs and into scrubs ☺️
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